Post Exertional Malaise
This is the term for what I lay in bed feeling.
It's the "payback" that comes with many
auto-immune diseases--
24 to 48 hours after the initial stress of
something that is beyond the scope of your normal,
you should not be surprised if your body has a
secondary reaction of pain
and fatigue,
just as you thought you were ready to move
out of the extra resting,
and back into the more normal slow
that your days had been shaped into.
Oh, Lord, how many hours will this last?
And what will my morning look like?
And where will my strength for the day
be found?
So, as I woke to less pain, and a grateful heart,
but still bearing the heavy fatigue,
I began my routine of catching up on reading,
visiting my favorite Biblical Bloggers.
And my dear friend Joy, over at her site,
had shared a beautiful promise
that the Lord had whispered to her.
And I knew that it was time for me to
LISTEN
to what my Lord was speaking
And I knew that it was time for me to
LISTEN
to what my Lord was speaking
Isaiah 28:23 (NIV) Listen and hear my voice; pay attention and hear what I say.
Oh, yes, I understood what He was asking of me: it was time to revisit a song
that He had given me through a dream
more than 16 years ago.
"I will pour on you
the oil of gladness in the morning,
I will pour on you
the oil of my joy.
I will burn off all the dross,
Stir up what remains,
And I will pour on you
the oil of my joy."
At the time the song was given, I searched the Scriptures, and the historical processes for the Biblical anointing oil that
was used by Moses. Was this song even Biblically accurate? And this is what I found:
Exodus 30:22-25 (NIV) Then the Lord said to Moses, “Take the following fine spices: 500 shekels of liquid myrrh, half as much (that is, 250 shekels) of fragrant cinnamon, 250 shekels of fragrant calamus, 500 shekels of cassia—all according to the sanctuary shekel—and a hin of olive oil. Make these into a sacred anointing oil, a fragrant blend, the work of a perfumer. It will be the sacred anointing oil
Then to understand the process that the "work of a perfumer" would have gone through, I found these words by David Levy, in his book,
The Tabernacle: Shadows of the Messiah
"The anointing oil was made from a specific formula. . .
Rabbinical sources state that Moses, having reduced the solid ingredients to powder, steeped them in water until all the aromatic qualities were drawn out. The olive oil was then poured into the ingredients and the water boiled out. The residue thus obtained was preserved in a vessel for use."
Oh, but is this personal for me today?
What is the point of all this research?
Is God still speaking this?
Jesus is the Anointed One of God,
and He came to bring His anointing
to any of us who would look to Him
as our Lord and Savior.
In this place of pain and fatigue,
there is a burning going on,
LITERALLY some days, as I use that word
to describe what the pain of a
Rheumatoid Arthritis Flare
or a
Fibromyalgia Flare
feels like.
But if I will let myself trust in the anointing process
Jesus walks me through,
I can see that the burning GOD allows is only to
take off the layers of dross
that have attached themselves to my body
and my soul.
This will not be my state forever.
For a day is coming, either here on this earth,
or in Heaven at His throne,
when He will pour that pure anointing oil
freely over all of me,
and my crown will be a thing of beauty.
In the meantime, I know what He is asking of me,
and maybe He is asking the same of you.
Will we walk in the way of trusting?
Will we let Him touch our lives now
with the anointing of His oil,
and the
praise of His garments?
This is Day 19 of the #Write31Days Challenge.
And I am thankful that we are still on this Journey of Listening together.
If you would like to catch up on any of the previous posts,
click here for the Series Index
Oh, yes, I understood what He was asking of me: it was time to revisit a song
that He had given me through a dream
more than 16 years ago.
"I will pour on you
the oil of gladness in the morning,
I will pour on you
the oil of my joy.
I will burn off all the dross,
Stir up what remains,
And I will pour on you
the oil of my joy."
At the time the song was given, I searched the Scriptures, and the historical processes for the Biblical anointing oil that
was used by Moses. Was this song even Biblically accurate? And this is what I found:
Exodus 30:22-25 (NIV) Then the Lord said to Moses, “Take the following fine spices: 500 shekels of liquid myrrh, half as much (that is, 250 shekels) of fragrant cinnamon, 250 shekels of fragrant calamus, 500 shekels of cassia—all according to the sanctuary shekel—and a hin of olive oil. Make these into a sacred anointing oil, a fragrant blend, the work of a perfumer. It will be the sacred anointing oil
Then to understand the process that the "work of a perfumer" would have gone through, I found these words by David Levy, in his book,
The Tabernacle: Shadows of the Messiah
"The anointing oil was made from a specific formula. . .
Rabbinical sources state that Moses, having reduced the solid ingredients to powder, steeped them in water until all the aromatic qualities were drawn out. The olive oil was then poured into the ingredients and the water boiled out. The residue thus obtained was preserved in a vessel for use."
Oh, but is this personal for me today?
What is the point of all this research?
Is God still speaking this?
Jesus is the Anointed One of God,
and He came to bring His anointing
to any of us who would look to Him
as our Lord and Savior.
In this place of pain and fatigue,
there is a burning going on,
LITERALLY some days, as I use that word
to describe what the pain of a
Rheumatoid Arthritis Flare
or a
Fibromyalgia Flare
feels like.
But if I will let myself trust in the anointing process
Jesus walks me through,
I can see that the burning GOD allows is only to
take off the layers of dross
that have attached themselves to my body
and my soul.
This will not be my state forever.
For a day is coming, either here on this earth,
or in Heaven at His throne,
when He will pour that pure anointing oil
freely over all of me,
and my crown will be a thing of beauty.
In the meantime, I know what He is asking of me,
and maybe He is asking the same of you.
Will we walk in the way of trusting?
Will we let Him touch our lives now
with the anointing of His oil,
and the
praise of His garments?
This is Day 19 of the #Write31Days Challenge.
And I am thankful that we are still on this Journey of Listening together.
If you would like to catch up on any of the previous posts,
click here for the Series Index
